2 yrs now and still looking for my song

I decidedly to randomly check my blog tonight and it has almost been 2yrs. to the day that i have written anything, and I am not just talking about this blog.  I am talking about even in private.  I have felt like the song I had before was taken, it was taken shortly after I returned to the states and I have missed having a song to sing or a picture in my mind inspire a paragraph or two.  The tide strangly came in and refreshed me in N. Africa and I have not seen it since.  There have been a few showers but the sun has shone harshly and brightly shortly thereafter just to dry up the little bit of refreshment.  Soon, though very soon, hope will appear and life will string forth and for me oddly enough that life usually shows up during the cold cloudy months.